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Pluto: Egyptian Phoenix bird is page 169 in You and the Universe,
a handmade, individualized fine art book on astrology, mythology and astronomy
through which the recipient's complete astrological reading is woven.
is your shadow, that which you have not yet brought into the light. It is what
you are compelled to forget, what you bury, what you refuse to see or feel. When
you deny a part of your psyche to yourself, it becomes the devil to you. And you
project it out onto others whom you then hate, despise and fear. But it is
really the part of your humanity that you cannot let yourself have, for in order
to embrace it, whom you know yourself to be would have to die. Yet this is an
experience that you have to have, for otherwise your life is wrapped around it
like a man wrapped in terror around his doom. If you do not let yourself have
your primal fears—the experiences you have lived through but could not feel, the
nightmares that at one time you and you alone in the universe inhabited but
could not be present for—then there will be similar experiences in your life
that you will not receive or surrender to, that you will be unable to feel, to
see, or to live. This is your shadow.
so it is said, a rose bush
once bloomed beneath the tree of knowledge. And within that plant’s
first rose, a bird was born. A beauteous and miraculous creature, his
song and plumage ever delighted Adam and Eve. However, when they were
driven from the garden by the cherub’s flaming sword, an errant spark
fell upon the bird’s nest and destroyed him. Yet from a single red egg
in the nest a new, solitary Phoenix bird arose. The story goes on to say
that the Phoenix now lives in Arabia, and that every hundred years he
burns to death in his nest, and that each time a new Phoenix, the only
one in the world, rises anew from the single red egg.
and your immolation
once a century is both your physical death and the catharses you embrace
to help you become larger, to embrace more of your humanity and thus
become more human before you die. Pluto teaches us to enter our shadow,
to descend into our own hell, to allow who we thought we were to die in
order that a larger, truer self may be reborn. |